Wednesday, August 30, 2023

For Daniel J. Evans

I took a job at the Talen Energy Corporation

of Allentown, PA. I’m now a Nuclear Plant

Operator in Training.


I walk to work. On front lawns, sidewalks,

and the freeway (for only one exit), onto open field;

I walk to work. And as I do, the wool gathers.

And images of Daniel J. Evans 

and the Douglas Firs come back.

Already step printed. Like thinned oil paint.


I took this job because I had a two year associate's degree

in Applied Sciences. And I did not wish to join the Navy.

And I needed a change of scenery. Allentown was bought by the Quakers

for hats with buckles, needles, 

rum, and horses.


I carried a Weber Grill on my back to the field near the Nuclear Power Plant

where I work as an Operator

in Training. In the evenings I will cook

for other Operators in Training. We will pull cans of soda and beer out

from the holes I have dug into the ground, deep into the ground, and talk

about how we’re finding working at Talen. I will ask for a ride home.

Or I will sleep in the field. Or I will walk and dream. Walk and dream of Olympia.





Sunday, August 13, 2023

isnt it funny how

isnt it funny how a lot of th eposts on here use an autofictive detachment to reveal an abstracted form of the authors own neuroses, insecurities and psychosexual fixations ?

not me though, i just love eating pussy.




hey man, can i show you something?

 hey man, can i show you a song real quick? yeah can i show you this song off my phone speakers real quick? yeah your gonna love this i swear. this song was made for you. your gonna love this song it was made for you. made for you to wear, like a fine tailored suit five thousand dorllars saville row london. this song was made for you like the love of your life, and you can say i love you to it and it will say i love you back. oh fuck ims orry you cant hear the bass too good off my phone speakers at this party, the bass in this song is like a mothers embrace, cradling you in your shivering, whimpering lows, nursing you when youre sick. arent the drum sounds good dont the drums sound so great, isnt there just an eroticism to this whole thing? isnt there just a tension? this song wants to put the gun in your mouth. this song wants to bput the big chrome plated .357 magnum revolver in your mouth and it is loaded and the hammer is cocked, but this song was made for you, (s)he loves you, you know (s)he wont pull the trigger, even while (s)he calls you a faggot boy and holds your hands down above your head and pushes the barrel against your tonsils. god, isnt that a great song? rest of the record isnt as good but that one, whoa. hey, are you gonna put it in your spotify playlist? let me watch and make sure youre putting the right version in your spotify playlist because theres a really really badly mixed version on this one compilation. yeah thats the right one. hey can i get a cig by the way? yeah im gonna need a light too, ahah. you have such beautiful lips, has anyone ever told you that?